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what a boring cny.

the year didn't begin well. firstly there was a big fuss about cny clothes, and then the thought of a stupid mid term test coming right after cny sucks big time.

there're also smaller matters but what really bothers me is something else.

it all started with a what i thought was a blackhead on my face. itchy hands i have, i tried to remove it. the next day, a little black dot it was, turned into a big rotten patch.

this isn't the first time i'm getting such things on my face but having it during cny just made everything worse. how am i going to wear thick makeup on chingay? i bet i'll freak my makeup artist out.

makeup or not? makeup might make the inflammation worse but going out without anything is going to be really hideous. sigh. i know this might sound a little self-conscious or vain but i don't think anyone will feel good about having such a mark on the face especially during cny. it just spoils any festive mood in me.

i know by publishing this you readers may start to scrutinize my face the next time you see me. only comforting words are welcomed coz i'm feeling sore enough.

no mood for taking any cny photos too :(

2nd day of cny was spent at home coz the leaders of all families decided to play mahjong instead of doing the visitings. it's so weird why they rather gamble instead of visiting people whom they'll have time to visit only during cny. just as well, i don't feel like going out with my face like that too. i don't even feel like going to school tmr :( i just don't have mood for anything.. not even for studying though i won't have the time to do so after today.

i hate to feel so low :( maybe 2009 will be a lousy year for me.

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